In 2007, I walked into a magic shop in Fullerton, California, and ran into someone I hadn’t seen in years. It was Ken, someone I knew in high school.
“Are you David Groves?” he asked.
“I’m Ken Smith from high school.”
Ken had heard when my magic book, Be a Street Magician!: A How-To Guide (Aha! Press, 1998, $40) was published, but didn’t know if it was the same David Groves.
We hadn’t been friends in high school, but had both belonged to the Chess Club and sometimes hung out together for lunch. In the coming months, we got to know each other again. I was now a professional magician and he was a hobbyist magician. We lived in the same city. We got together for lunch at Panera, traded secrets, and connected.
It turned out, however, that he was quite a sick man. He had been on dialysis for eight years, and it had taken its toll on him. Once, when we told a mutual friend that we had gone to high school together, he looked at each of us and then delivered a too-frank response.
“You gotta be kidding, Ken,” Bob said. “You look 20 years older than David.”
“Thanks a lot,” Ken said angrily.
Ken and I didn’t connect in all ways, however. When the Tea Party started out in early 2009, Ken attended some of its first rallies. He railed against government, taking the stand that government incompetence is a redundancy in terms and that, as Grover Norquist puts it, government should be shrunken down to the size at which it can be drowned in a bathtub. I bristled at that kind of talk, being a traditional liberal.
It was also strange considering Ken’s 10-year stint on dialysis. The procedure costs approximately $50,000 per year per patient, but the government covers all costs. Over 10 years, then the government spent roughly half a million bucks to keep Ken alive. Given his financial situation, Ken would never have been able to pony up the money for dialysis on his own. Ken’s father had died of renal disease in his thirties, dialysis not being available back in those days, and so it’s clear that Ken would have died without it.
In other words, socialized medicine saved Ken’s life long ago.
Still, Ken maintained his untenable positions, so we avoided political talk. That’s the best way to keep a friendship.
Soon, inspired by my weekly restaurant gigs, Ken landed a gig at a Westside coffee shop named Dinah’s, performing magic on Thursday evenings from table to table, developing a following. He had been doing it for a couple years when he called me one day with excitement in his voice.
“I’m going to have a kidney transplant,” Ken said. “I’ve been waiting for 10 years now, and I’m finally getting to the top of the list.”
Ken asked me to take over his regular restaurant gig for a while so that he didn’t lose the job. I dove into it, appearing there every Thursday evening at subpar wages (about 40% below my usual pay and 80% below my usual tips) as a favor to Ken. I was saving the restaurant so that I could hand it back to him when he returned.
As a promotional stunt, I started the Yikes! Brigade. I carried around a little digital camera and took photographs of magic fans holding a sign that expressed their astonishment at the magic. Astonishingly, it grew to more than just a stunt. People loved to pose with the sign, sometimes in creative ways. To date, I have over a thousand Yikes! photographs.
Ken’s operation went well and his body accepted the new kidney. However, the operation triggered a series of medical complications. Over the next few months, he nearly died three or four times. When they finally stabilized him, he still had a blood clot in his leg that they said could take a year to completely dissolve. He couldn’t walk for a long time. And when he tried to handle a deck of cards, his hands shook so much that he couldn’t perform the sleights, much less entertain an audience. If he had tried, they wouldn’t have enjoyed it. It isn’t fun witnessing somebody’s frailness.
And then there was the little issue of the brain operation. They had cut open Ken’s head for some reason, I forget exactly why, and it had left an ugly scar that made him look, as he put it, “like Frankenstein.” Ken was despondent. He said he was giving up magic for good.
But through all of it, Ken stuck with his Tea Party beliefs. While spending months recuperating in hospitals and recovery centers, I would sometimes visit him, and whenever I did, he had the television tuned to Fox News. When asked, he happily spewed anti-government beliefs.
“Government screws up everything it touches,” he would say. “Why should we let it do anything?”
And all the while, the government had paid for his operation, his medical care, and his recovery. Knowing how many times he had been in ICU and for how long–months and months–I estimate that he must have racked up at least $3 million in medical bills, and perhaps even more.
Ken had spent his working years as a salesman for Best Buy and Circuit City, until his disease had precluded his employment and he went on disability. If he had depended on his company insurance, which he didn’t, he would have quickly exhausted the deductible. Moreover, the insurance company would surely have found some way to dump him, either from his preexisting condition or from some technical loophole.
But now, of course, Obamacare outlaws canceling policies for preexisting conditions. Neither can they dump you for those famed technical loopholes. Insurance is now for everybody.
Now, as I watch on television as the Tea Party suicide caucus destroys the Republican party, daily voting against their own best interests, I think about Ken and his anti-Ken beliefs. I marvel at this amazing phenomenon. I marvel at how someone can be so angry at this invention, government, that saved his life long ago. And I marvel at how effectively the conservative powers can be can use lies to make their party faithful vote for their own deaths.
Note: Ken Smith is not my classmate’s real name.